little voice whispering.

2010-08-13T21:02:00.000-07:00

Can just someone kill me ? Or just faster graduate ? Cos i hate being in this situation. I've never should have if i knew this was gonna happened. Its sooooo suckish. I understand wads happening buts its soooo making me feel demoralized..

it made me flashback through all those and made me feel even low.

NERVOUS BREAKDOWN !!!!!

im going crazy lah. bye/

2010-08-06T16:02:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt that you try to do something good but it turn out to be bad ? & when you try to fix it, it become worse ? If you do, welcome to the club.

Hmmm, I thought that I would have an awesome day but nooooo, because of the misunderstandings during the inter-class competition. AND! what upsets me more is the harsh comment from someone who is a non-art student who just say IT outta nowhere. Like, DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ? I know Mira knows.

Dia dah dnt tu buat hal dnt, tk perlu eh tu comment because you dont know what the art students have been through, so STFU! Yes, its insensitive of you because its my family member. Im understanding and patient bout the rest of my art-mates. But you ? Just being an extra. You just made it much worse for me.

Told boyfriend about it and he gets mad too because he hate you since the time your bestfriend stabbes us in the back. Now, it makes me to hate you and not trust you at all. This kind of things could make me to sooo exaggerating and fanatic okay. Bye.

2010-07-29T15:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry for my dead blog. Too lazy and too busy to update.
Exams are around the corner!
I hate oral lah~

Feeling shitty for the past 2 days . Now its not to time to fight and blahblah. Its time to focus.

2010-07-05T19:41:00.000-07:00

Sorry for my dead blog, didnt get the chance to update..since mum and sis were fighting over the laptop-.-
& when is the last time i update ?xD

School reopen last week, and the first day was a nightmare because im really exhausted as i was still in the holiday mood. But atleast i could refresh my mind on the topics learnt. & Finally reached one year ! Thanks to the people who wished me(:

& Happy 11th to Nana and Sardi! Ive been staying back for art on wednesday and friday. Finally, just the painting and pasting..Wish it could be over as soon as possible. N level is coming up and the pressure is haunting me. English oral is coming soon on 12th, hope i can do it...

Last friday, went shopping with awun and the next day watched eclipse. Sunday stay at home and today went out with family. & I just saw this one girl who has the same shoe with me, makes me go crazy. Im tired and im going to study for physic and do whatever i can for vocab hw.

okaybye.

BTW IM LAZY TO CHANGE THE SONG OF MY BLOG. IRRITS.

2010-06-18T12:40:00.000-07:00

14-16june had cca camp. The most devastating part was the amazing race. Luckily im back, i miss my bed, my pillow, the food, my milo and my bathroom ! haha. Felt left out most of the time. On a brighter note, i enjoyed gossip2 and laughing with my babes.

Hmmm, today im going to start doing my holiday assignment uh.2 more weeks to school reopen. urgh...finally felt so relax but school is reopening soon.

Karate kid is sooo cool ! thanks mama papa(:
bye/.

2010-05-29T00:25:00.000-07:00

Just came home at 11pm(:

MEMORIES

A few minutes ago when i sign in into my fb, i happen to come across eika status that she was in a relationship with wanee and i saw extrance's pictures. OHHHH): the wonderful time we had during fasting month? HAHHAH. I really miss it so much. & It was a blast !

So girls, wanna blow up the school again this year? Lol!
& I could still rememeber the extrance teacher's day song. Teeeeheeee (:

Okay currently, chit chat with Syafiqshahul and Khairulhafiz... hmmm...
Whatt? Syafiq going to spain on dec ? wow!
These two jokers... Gahahahah !

ok gtg. bye.

2010-05-28T11:54:00.000-07:00

What are my plans for this june ?

Today, go out for awhile. Tomorrow, Farid birthday party. 1 - 4 June, school. 2,3 & 4 chalet xD.
Maybe one of the days of 7-11 June will be coming back to do art. 13June , class pit. 14,15 and 16 June would be malaydance camp. 22 June , coming back to school for malay oral. After that sleeping over at cousin's. Busy right ?

I wanna watch Shrek, Karate kid, Twilight.!
& ohmy, justin bieber got a real tattoo ! I wanna know where ! lol .

Someone just help me....

2010-05-27T21:29:00.000-07:00

WOW ? I've just received some news. I dont know if its true. If I were to ask you, will you admit it ? By just hearing it, my ears are burning already. All I can say is, look at yourself first before you call me a name.

Since im in this position, someone told me that I should just do whatever is right for me, and take my time to think because dont just think about other people feelings or what they think, put myself first and just do whatever I think its right. Because I dont wanna become a slave, I used to follow what people say. If u think im wrong, then be it. Im not anybody's slave to listen to what people say. I have to stand up for myself and dont care what other people think.

2010-05-22T13:25:00.000-07:00

LAZY TO UPDATE.
BYE!

What if?

2010-05-16T12:16:00.000-07:00

IRONMAN 2 rocks!
Watch it with family yesterday^ ^
Boyfie ask me out to watch it but ive watched it already. How?

Aniway cant wait for Twilight saga ! Its out on 1st july, the next day is my special day!
right timing baby !

Currently texting him and watching mtv with family. 16 and Pregnant, fuhhhh. My mum kept blahblahblahblah about how disturbing it was. My dad said that one of the girl in jersey shore looks like me -.-, gues which one okay. Not by the face but by something else. Sigh. The most disgusting to me is Jershey Shore. The best is Taking the stage two, inspirational man.

ok bye.

2010-05-14T14:29:00.000-07:00

YEAY EXAM DABES !

Currently,chatting with Iffah Sancheeze ! Open up a topic about our relatives. Gahahahaha.
Art today was okay. Finally i could paint and finish it on time. Ohya,teachers gave chem and eng hwk which i will do it tmr..

Im bored right now. I think he is sleeping when he should get ready for work. Hmm, pity him that now he is being controlled by his parents again eversince that pit..He cant go chalet, he cant even go fishing..SIGH.

Finally could relax after a week exam..

2010-05-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

Going to school at 11am was abit awkward because i saw some students went home while we are going to school. Everyday without fail, i would always be sweating whenever im at smb. I will always sit in the parade square with wet spots from the back view. why? from my house til the mrt was like more than 200m and the lights were damn hot. Its so hot now ~

Thank god today is the last paper ! well actually its tomorrow but tmr is art so who cares right. The one thing im worried about its the math paper? so damn tough. Luckily mummy wont be mad bout it because she totally understand.

hmmm.ok bye lah.

2010-05-10T11:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night, went to aunt's hse (mum side) and celebrate mumma's day. Brought along sch stuff. thought it would be fun there ,but something spoil my mood ! Urgh!
Just been so hot-tempered nowadays, dunwanna be the spoil brat but the things thats happening around me just make me feel that way. I just hate it when people are making noises and asking me alot of questions when im doing my work. So hard to find peace, even at home.
bye.

MYE, a NIGHTMARE.

2010-05-07T16:14:00.000-07:00

Last friday, had both english paper one and two. Today, had malay paper one and social studies.
Yesterday, I studied like crazy til my parents said i looked stress. I chose bonding spore, qn 3a and 3b. 3a was awesome. 3b sucks, so much for memorising. Mt's letter writing was okay. When it comes to compo, im half dead with my hand in pain.

Monday will be Mt Paper 2 and Math one. Im worried bout my malay ):
Especially peribahasa and comprehension. ARGH!
And art, got to plan layouts. Double ARGH!!

OK BYE.

2010-05-01T12:40:00.000-07:00

Reached home at 1235am. Thanks Abg Jack and Kak Ana for sending me home. & THANKYOU BF ! lol.
Was tired and my body was aching, but i managed to finish half of my hwk. Now is 1235pm, im going to continue my hwk and help Mira with our history hwk.. Sorry for being sarcastic..
Will be going to aunt's house at smb later to visit my Grandpa because he just came home from Umrah.
Next week is Mumma's Day and will take my mummy out !!
K bye.

2010-04-30T13:44:00.000-07:00

MYE begins today and had eng paper 1 and 2. The paper was not bad and not fucking easy ?
guess will not be updating the next week. Too busy. BYE.

*2 more days (:

2010-04-24T13:39:00.000-07:00

I've been busy lately. Schedules are getting tight, because of 2 tests/one oral on wednesday ; 2 tests on thursday and eng exam on friday. Trying to absorb everything into my big forehead. I think i'm gonna have white hair soon, and everyday our bags are getting heavier !

My body is still aching ever since the Napfa test 3 days ago. From now on, its about earth week and health week. Im been taking vegetables and fruits plus exercises for 20mins 3 - 5times a week. Maybe that will help with my weight ? xD

My stomache is so painful that i could hardly laugh, because of the stupid sit-ups.
i want to study now. byeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Miralun, today what day? hehe. Congrats korang !

2010-04-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

Thats it, i had enough. People just like to take advantage of other people right?
No offence, but i have the right to have say about what i feel.
Keep depending on me? It will benefit me more and not you.
What ? I become the leader and brainstorm everything so that teacher thinks the group is progressing well ? Oh bullshit.
If i said this, u'll say other craps of fucking reasons. Thats why i'd just keep my mouth shut and just get it over with.

Like my horoscope says, i let other people take the credit for my hardwork and i just cant defend myself. I let people copy my homework all the time(it depends, if it is reasonable to copy). Just because im good, it doesnt mean people can take advantage. My girls know how fucking mad i am when people kept on asking me how to do this, how to do that when i myself havent even came across that question.

How am i suppose to help you guys when i myself do not know how to attempt it? Im still a student and will be taking N levels like you guys. So what is the teacher there for huh? I seriously didnt have the mood nowadays. I didnt show my anger out at school, but only at home.
Pressure and stress is all over me now. Cant you see that im slacking abit and didnt quite understand every subject's new topic now ?

Im struggling like everyone else too. If you people think im relaxed and doing so well, your wrong. Im pissed off okay! This is too much, and i have been keeping this to myself for along time. I cant take it anymore. Like i said, this is what i feel. People always express out what they feel right ? I guess by blogging is the only way.

Besides this shit, i have a big fight with parents. U had no idea how evil i can be towards them. They are not like there were used to. What is my problem with them ? Well lets just say that, i find my friends easy to just go out and have fun (:

I have no mood to study. But i have to.
bye.

2010-04-06T21:03:00.000-07:00

After the wonderful day of celebrating two birthday parties, i got sick! I was drinking ice milo and the next day i found myself coughing all day and my throat is damn KARAT ! I was afraid im gonna have asthma again but guess what ? I did. The last time i had asthma was like 2 months ago ? sigh. This is not the time to be sick. Why must is be now that i am consistenly sick ? Im in the process of recovering and tmr im going to sch. Yes, ytd i was absent. Bad news, tmr's timetable sucks and my bag is HEAVY ! HATE IT !

Did alot of studying and homework today. The topics in all the subjects are getting complicated, not like the first term. SHIT.

bye lah.

2010-04-03T00:15:00.000-07:00

2010-04-03T00:10:00.000-07:00

there are more pics to come.

First, went to Shkn's and later on to Umairah's. What a day, it was fun alright. Especially the part where i had to sing twinkletwinklelittlestar! I was super shy but i had to do it anyway. I finally could overcome my fears bit by bit. After Umairah's party, i had no idea who wanna go home but we left , snap a pic and go..

Miralun and sirah decided to go town while me n awun go to Yishun/Sengkang. Along the way, something big came up and in the end im fighting with her til now, we didnt talk to each other.

I know its N level year, but things are just not the same as last time. Im trying to be good, so that i could get what i want. Why is it so difficult, its not that often. I just cant take it anymore and i blow up.

okay thats all i could say. I dont want to elaborate more, as im already not in a good mood and Awun knows that. LIFE IS JUST SO DIFFICULT.

Happy9months(:

2010-03-31T22:37:00.000-07:00

School was okay today. After school, Abirah psycho me to attend the sports thingy but i dont want to. Lol. Accompany Awun home with few other friends and suddenly , his dad came. HAHA. He sent me home and told me that he would be going to the stadium but idk where is he now ?

I've just finished studying and its time to take a break by blogging. Oh testtesttest, u spin my head right round right round!

I think i want to go sleep now.

2010-03-28T22:51:00.000-07:00

I spend the whole day with Nana. Studying from 12-7pm ? Lol. Ofcourse we went for a break halfway. The library was quite big and cool (lol first time). At first we were sitting on the floor and there was like two students coming to use to ask us a few questions for their project ? I had to do it to cover up Nana , lol. After that went to eat at Longjohn and went back to studying. We sat on a chair this time, but no table ? Lol. Doesnt bother us that much. But we talked alot and there was this couple sitting behind and they suddenly moved to other chairs because we're noisy? HAHAH. Get out of there at 7pm and went to have "alas perot". Sit somewhere outside where all the couples do their business. Kiter kan spoilbrats ! haha. Then snap some pictures, eat and talk and off home.

2010-03-26T21:23:00.000-07:00

I love today so much ! Despite the heavy rain in the afternoon -.-
Finally, back to normal. I love it, no more weird feelings or feeling uncomfortable. I spent lots of time with my girls today and tomorrow too, since boyfie is working tomorrow.

Today Me, Nana and Mira attend Math class after school. It was only for 45mins but the classs was freaking noisyyyyy. Arina, why u never come to school man ? Nana fell sick today after she was caught up in the rain):

Tomorrow will try to get back our art stuff and accompany Mira to CWP for awhile and then home sweet home. Thank god tomorrow is Friday. Okay got to go and play some bookworm game. TATA !

2010-03-18T21:15:00.000-07:00

Woke up today and received a text msg from Nana. Took a shower, get dressed, and eat breakfast and decided to bring lil bro along to the library. It was agreed that we meet up at 2pm at boots and shoes but we just took our own sweet time because it was raining heavily.

My bro and I was the first to reach there and we quickly booked a spot for the rest. One by one came. Me, Bro, Nana, Adi, Mira, Sirah and Boyfie. Atfirst bro was hungry and i quickly went to the Macdonalds downstairs and grabbed a large fries for him and sneak into the library. He ate at a fast speed, and in the end was caught by a librarian -.-

Then, we were told to seat elsewhere-.-. BLAHBLAHBLAH. Awhile later, Nana and Adi went home while the rest including me went to eat at Macdonalds. Lil bro was having a great time with "ABG AWUN & KAK SIRAH" . HAHAH. As soon as we were finish eating, we headed home straight away. No plans for the rest of the week til sch reopens, so I must studystudystudy and ignoreignoreignore art ! wheeepeeee ~

signing off ~

2010-03-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

ITS NOT FAIR !

2010-03-14T23:10:00.000-07:00

Last friday was our last, and the performance was awesome. Stupid ava, like every year, luckily the dance went smoothly and the applaud from the audience showed a good sign. While i was taking the video, i was like, fuckfuck why did the music stop.
After the great display, tears were everywhere.

Too bad for me, it was the last one and i didnt get to perform. Alot of people were asking why i didnt dance, well its because during the selection i was down with asthma. So yeah, but i didnt really mind. I became the helper and came to school at 10 am like the rest. It was fun snapping pics everywhere and laughters with Wanee. Haha.

Dear love, despite the numerous fights we had including yesterday, im glad that you can manage it with me. Now, i know you and you know me. So whatever it is, i will fit in myself with your behaviour and u will too with mine, thats what we agreed on right ? teeheee. Ilysm man !

Currently, im getting ready to watch Alice in wonderland wih my family. Myabe going to swensens after that? hehe . Plans for this week, Monday - fishing . Tuesday, Thursday, Friday,Saturday home. Wed & sunday - maybe going out. Like i promised to myself (the proof is in thw handbook ) I will read more books and concentrate on art, hope so. OK daddy is turning into a monster. Got to go now bye !

2010-03-10T17:55:00.000-08:00

PEER PRESSURE.

Yesterday, Got my art results and it was Grade 5. Malay, Grade 4. See ? I hate them !! I plan to improve on my Malay and heckcare with my Art. I dont care what my dad thinks but i just hate it okay. I told the girls during recess what happened. Sounds sooo not fair right ? Its like they were never proud of me and they dont motivate me, so I dont see the point in doing well thats why I had a long face during Chemistry class. Hmm, it seems that most are dropping in Malay. Fuck peribahasa lah -.-.

Today we received the result slip for CA1. Dadadididudu. Getting holiday assignments one by one. Urgh. Ohyeah, asked for tips on how to improve art and malay from Mira. Maybe from now one I will start reading malay newspapers and story books ? HAHA xD. Just cant wait for the one week break. I really need it man. If things turn out ugly when i show my parents the result slip, u know i know gerlfies.

Ohyes, before i go. I would like to wish Happy Birthday to Faizal ! Another one turning 16. We sang him a birthday song and his face turns red. Really red. Hahah.

Okay got to go now . Got something to do . Tata.
OFF !

2010-03-08T19:59:00.000-08:00

Pictures at Aishah's Bdae Bash, Tampines.
Lots of huhu haha over there.
There was some parts that got me to be emotional.

Hmmm, its been great this few days. No more arguements or whatsoever between friends. But with boyfies ? Jengjengjeng. Had Chemistry test today, daadaaaduuuduuddididiii. And for MotherTongue, to be honest, I kinda hate it cos im weak at it -.- Urgh. Apa nye org melayu kan ? Got 61/100 and Mummy was disappointed. English, more stresss. I hate inference questions until Mira and I open a topic through a letter ? HAHA. Thats our job.

Most of us are quite tired because of yesterday's outing. I pity Mr Trevor today because he look quite sick and found out he too, had asthma attack. It was his first time and he asked the class who had asthma before, and everyone pointed at me. I was like what ? I was busy chatting. He brought me outside class and asked me some advice. Gosh, I know how it feels especially for beginners.

Since now we're okay, i wanna keep it that way. Eventhough its not 100% okay, we can keep up right ? Trying to forget the past and start afresh. No matter what, we are still friends despite all the arguements. I admit that I was exaggerating and act cute and stuff. Well, everyone has their negative side right. Like Mira said in class, be the water and not the fire. LOL.

Can't wait for March holidays ! Since the boys planned to go out somewhere to celebrate Aidil's birthday. But Faizal's bdae is coming up in 2 days right ? Teehee.. Ohya, we sang Khairul a bdae song and he was sooo blushing and shouted OI. But im glad he recovered on his bdae. Salute u chairman !!

Happy 2 Monthsary Ik[A]jat ((:
lastlong bebeh ..

2010-03-05T21:43:00.000-08:00

ITS NOT ME, ITS YOU.

School was AWESOME ( Arina's word ). Hahah. First period was Math, we got back our test papers. And i really began to hate this bitch who is interfering my friend's relationship with her BF. Why the hell would you want to be the third party for you playgerl. U said u like him, him, him, so what for u want to disturb people's bf ? Ade hati lagi nk msg bf org kate nk jumpe. Muke tk tau malu pe sia. I know your close with us but ur nobody's girlfriend. Everyone hates you, accept the fact and fuck off. U even didnt like me to be there? Who are you to say that ? Yes im concern because the couple often share it with me.

Next was Physics and it was one rough lesson. I've never seen Ms Tan that angry before, but she was pretty today. Next was MT, 2 period -.- . Honestly, I'm totally weak in Malay Language and i felt embarrased. At the end of the lesson was cool as the whole class wanted to stay in class longer and heck care about recess because they want to the see the video clip "We Are The World". There was this singer or rapper that is spoiling the whole song. tsk.
After that everyone went for recess because the nasi ayam is calling us ?

During the English lesson, I enjoyed doing the Biograpy Poem. Teehee. I loike (:
After school, something ugly happened. Hmm, something tells me that u might think i pyschoed her to follow me but i didnt. She wanted to be with me. Its her choice, and she explained it in her blog. I didnt purposely to use her and encourage her to be with me and leave u alone or anything like that. Im not that type. That would be very harsh. She wanted to be fair, so she decided not to follow anyone of us. Just let her make her decision alright.

Anyway, thank god is friday. Had cca at 230pm. Tired. Went home and rest. Will be doing all homework tomorrow. Cant wait for Sunday ((:
Tmr bf working ): imy. lol.

BE THE WATER, AND NOT THE FIRE.

2010-03-04T18:10:00.000-08:00

BE THE WATER AND NOT THE FIRE.

Things are getting better bit by bit, one by one. I guess ? There's only one problem left to solve before things are like they used to be. Its hard being in the middle ? As you know, im not they type to confront people face to face but all i will do is to talk to them nicley through MSN or a text msg. Im not the type to scold people kinda person, eventhough im hot tempered surprisingly, i will just gulp it in me. To be honest, I dont usually talk behind people's back or gossip or whatever until someone else started it first (maybe, sorta, kinda). Then i will join in. But if anything im angry about, i will just give in and ignore or share with someone else. If it really burst me up, i will simply talk to the person ofcourse. I can't confront a person because im afraid someting ugly might happen. Im glad you guys talked it out during class. Dont worry, i witnessed it eventhough i didnt join in the conversation, But my ears were sharp ;D

Di dalam dunia ni, kita akan berjumpa dgn mcm2 org. No matter what, we have to accept each others attitudes/behaviours because its no point fighting and in the end we are friends again. No matter what, they will still be around us and til when the fight could keep up between them? cyeh mcm phm. I dont even know what im saying. KAY SKIP.

Currently, having flu. It sucks. Can't do my math hwk. Im lucky AEP is cancelled. Today's CLD lesson is like toooot ! Boring but actually important but still boring okay. And tomorrow
MALAYDANCE !! hehe. OH OH. On 14march im going to be watching ALICE IN WONDERLAND with my family. YAY ! xD

ok i wanna watch tv now. Tata.

2010-03-01T17:34:00.000-08:00

I DONT KNOW, IF I CAN FACE IT AGAIN.

Pictures for Shahar's bro engagement last Saturday at Yishun and Bedok. Heheh.
It was fun! Hanging out with Nisyah and make new friends along the way.
Was surprised to see Shadiq there ? Just found out he was Shahar's cousin.
Was feeling a little down at first for some reason. Went home at 8pm.
Was kinda fun looking at them ride. Haha.
Starting to make friends with Kak Irma and the others. Hehe.

Cousins came over to my place yesterday to figure out what's wrong with the computer.
Babycousin was so cute (:
& had to cancel family plans. Instead,went to the bazaar nearby and bought the Ramlee burger.
YUMMY. While boyfriend was busy escort-ing a wedding.

Currently, watching tv. Got to go now and study Chemistry and some homework.
Im all alone in the house. Booohoooo.

2010-02-25T16:12:00.000-08:00

THIS SUCKS.
Why can't all this just go away.
Urgh, pergi counselling pon bagus.
BYE.

2010-02-24T16:15:00.000-08:00

HAIS, again, why me ?
i've shared it with mum to seek for advice,
and she said, well, its difficult and complicated.
I've tried my best.
Im doing whatever i can.
I felt like crying.
Yes, this affect me big time.
Am i that bad ?
Am i in the wrong ?
Am i guilty ?

Besides that, im hoping that this asthma thingy would go away.
Usually i takes a few days, but now its almost a week to recover.
I cant believe my chance of dancing for the speech day just went off like that.
Well, who or what can i blame right.
Just wanna wish good luck to my girls (:

& to you, i just hate u so much. dont you dare touch my boyfriend.

*Just speak up, dont keep it from me.
Cos people might just thought im bad when i actually dont know whats up.
have i've been a bad friend?

Ohyeah, Happy Monthsary Miralun(:

2010-02-22T20:51:00.000-08:00

BEING DOWN WITH ASTHMA IS LIKE BEING IN HELL.
i let out my feelings on tagged journal, finally.
struggling right now, trying to find a way how to endure the pain and concentrate on my studies at the same time. Didnt get to meet boyfie for four days is like four months ? He himself trying to wait til the day that we can meet. URGH, IMY LA.

2010-02-16T15:58:00.000-08:00

I dont want to elaborate the whole story, but just like my cousin said, u get good marks, get nothing from them, all u know is that u've done ur best. I know im not the only one who is experiencing this, but i just wanna let it out. My Awun advised me to slow talk with them. TAK KUASA. It seems like they changed big time. I just felt like they dont care about me anymore, in anyting i do. This distracts me alot. But i will try to keep on doing well. They are being hard on me now because its N level year. But there are times i feel that its unreasonable and unfair. The condition around the house is not like old times anymore. The love is not there, everybody is growing up and doing their own stuffs. She would simply take rudely and roll her eyes often. & He is being such a push over. Its hard now, byebye freedom. Could all this be happening ever since my late grandma passed away ?

& Now, is there anything more wrong between us ? I dont want to be in anymore fights. Do you hate me ? Why ? Whenever i texted u, u just replied in one or two words ?

2010-02-14T14:27:00.000-08:00

Pictures with siblings and cousins on the daddy's side.
Spent time with family at Pasir ris chalet (except for kak nadia).
4 days 3 nights. Will be going home tomorrow morning and maybe going out with Awun.
Currently, im studying to prepare for this week's test since i have nothing to do.
We went swimming 3 times a day! & im quite dark right now. Basically, i just spend the day swimming, eating, sleeping and studying. Bored kan ?):
Missing boyfie right now !
Going to have barbeque tonight and hope that kak nadia will make it.
kay larh, got to go now. bye.

2010-02-08T23:49:00.000-08:00

VINTAGE LOVE ?

i kinda love this picture. haha xD

My fav female singer ! Heheh. I didnt know why i like her, but i just did. Maybe because of her songs. To me, she is very sexy and pretty, despite her big boobs ? xD.

& AHHHH ! The hottie super baby , Justin bieber. Im melting xD. Im so surprise that he is my age. Lucky for the 1994 babygirls ! haha. Eventhough his voice is like a gerl, he is still cute okay. heee.

Okay, today's post is soooo random. Its kinda boring to just post about school first. haha xD
Yesterday was a long day in school. On the 2nd period, i accompanied mira for her early departure since she is not feeling well. Assembly was about fire safety ? -.- soooo the boring.
Today, was very relaxing despite the pressure for art. But it was okay, because i had some talking with Ms Ong, hehe. I felt better and comfortable to seek help from her. Now, im not so lost anymore.

Luckily there is no homework, i could just relax and blog. There will be continuous tests starting from next week. I will study later. Cant wait for CNY holidays. Going to have some family time. But the hamper wrapping thing is soooo urgh. During the march holidays, i will be going out alot since there are alot of plans like, friends outing and our own-self art visits to exhibitions. This year, i've been going home early everyday and i dont care how my hair looks like anymore. Hahah. Cant wait to get out of school, but i gotta face sec 5 first. Sigh.

Currently, im chatting with Asilah and listening to mariah carey's song. Heheh. Okay wanna watch tv now. & i wanna change the songs of my blog. Lady gaga's song is very irritating. BYE.

2010-02-07T17:05:00.000-08:00

COMPLICATIONS. CONFUSION. QUESTIONS. ANSWERS. PREDICTION. THEORY.

These are the pics during Grandad's bdae (:
Finally, some pics to upload cos its soo boring to have a blog filled with words all the way. Yesterday's outing, pics with Mira or Awun ? heh. Today was quite boring, although i didnt know what to do for art. I left my file in malay class last friday -.-"
Now then i realise that. Sigh. I hope i find it since its first period tomorrow. Hmmm, boyfie asked me to a get a new phone, but i didnt really want to cos my phone is still okay. Getting a new phone isnt a big deal for me. The only thing that is in my mind is SHOPPING!

I really hate this someone now. Well, actually i've been hating you for along time. For once, if my guy dont want to lepak with you tk boleh eh ? kalau tk, nnt bbual blakang. Dier nk cukop kenal ngn kau. Setakat tnye satu soalan, abeh nk jawab alek kurangajar. Naseb laki aku bersabar lah. Nk ckp org bunga kau pon bunga. BODOH! Geram. I dont even think your gf even know you deeply ? i dun even know how you both even lasted long. Memang aku tkleh kene sikit. WHY ? because kau kacau or kutok aku tk tentu pasal. We never carik pasal with you then kau ape cerita ? Feel like boxing your face !

Since i think that i cant do anyting, i'll let it out here. Boyfie, dun mind k ? (:
He woke up at 2+ pm today and wanna play takraw at yishun now. Haish, tkleh duduk uma la ni budak. No mood for school tomorrow. HOLIDAYS PLEASE COME QUICK.
bye.

2010-02-06T11:42:00.000-08:00

I've been busy and lazy to update lately. Had cca yesterday and last wednesday. Hmmm, finally the councillors suggested the school to wear casual clothes on next fridays CNY celebration. & no cca ! Haha. I had a fun time teaching the sec ones. After that we had a little talk ;D
Ends at 430pm because instructor is sick and couldnt make it. After tht, went home get dressed and offf to yishun by bus. Left the place at 9.30pm and reached home until 11pm. Poor boyfie, he was feeling dizzy because he didnt eat. But he still want to sent me home. When we were at the void deck, mummy and daddy came. We was like, AHHHH. hahah. they just smiled.i was like " hehehehe " and jumping around. Boyfie salam mama papa and off he goes. Mum asked why did he rest his head at the wall, and i told her everything . Sigh. Now im here blogging *i havent bath yet hahahah * waiting for boyfie to msg. hheh. bye.

2010-02-02T16:04:00.000-08:00

I've never updated for around 5 days ? hehe. Its because im so busy with Family and Homework. Hmmm. Had parents meeting last friday. Parents set high expections from me. Stress. On 30th, Happy Birthday Grandpa! I know this is the first time we celebrate ur birthday without Granny):
Had a family gathering at Sakura. Gossip with Cuzzie. Hehe. On the 31st, went out with boyfie to catch the moive TOOTHFAIRY. Such a hilarious movie. After that had late lunch and decided to window shopped at Wheelock where boyfie's sister is working at body shop . HAHAH. Blablabla then went home. Hehe. Yesterday, was a normal day like no other. TODAY ! its our 7month yo ! Hehe. & Happy 6months NANA AND ADI. Thanks people for the wishes. Today was damn relaxing. Currently doing homework and studying for tests. K lah byebye

2010-01-28T20:00:00.000-08:00

Today was soooooo boring !
When i was at the parade square, the attendance was 24. Looks like alot of people was absent this week because this week, its veryyy sick-ish. First period was Physics, got back our tests papers. Likewise for Math lesson. During CH lesson, 3 people went for early departure. Poor Aiz, coughing non-stop. I was alone in the group. Mr Trevor adviced us to be careful and do not get the sickness because it could spread to others. By recess, suddenly i felt so ill and sleepy. Arina had the same feeling too. From that moment onwards, i almost fell asleep for every lesson and i was late for english lesson! Did some vocab exercises, im sooo weak in that because it just makes my head go wuuuuhooooo ~
CLD lesson was super bored. I felt sick-er. Ms Ng warned those people who signed up for the enhancement programme. Oh what the heck, i skipped because i feel so sick. Even Boyfie said im warm. After sch, i updated Mira on whats happening in the school. Thought of telling my teacher personally but i was too tired so i ask Morrie to help me. Thanks babe. Even Leon and her got the sickness but only abit. Im afraid if my name will be called tomorrow. Sigh, so what. My mum knew about it. Got plans this saturday(:
The first outing this year. Hehe. Up till now i feel so ill. Im lying on the sofa right now. & Nana how dare you want to trick me again. Im not falling for that one. HAHAH. Tried my best to be good to boyfie today and i did (:
I hope this is what u want from me and i will try my best to stay that way and prevent us both from fighting again. I want to sleep now. Tired and sleepy. BYE.

2010-01-26T16:27:00.000-08:00

TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE.

I didnt have the time to update yesterday cos i was busy studying and getting some homework done. Seriously, im sooooo lost with art-.-
Awun came over my place and hangout, and exploring my lappy. He laugh non-stop because of something. Yelah, org tu kan da lama ade laptop dari aku. haha. At night, webcam with Mira. On the phone with boyfie for awhile then off to sleep.

I wished Suhaillah Happy Birthday this morning. Hehe. Ohya, Happy 10 Monthsary IrahFadil (: cyeh, da nk 1year seh. Hmm. Lastlong (:
Wished Boyfie goodluck no. 11. haha. I had a wonderful time with my girls today during maths class and after school. Heheh. Went home after that. Was so excited to wait for boyfie to meet me, but it was cancelled cos he wanted to go fill his stomach with his friends.

Current tune ; morning after dark by timbaland feat nelly furtado and soshy.
Time check ; 4,25pm. Gotta do homework now. Byeeeeeeee !

2010-01-25T19:29:00.000-08:00

PEOPLE CHANGE. I've changed.

Im in a bad mood nowadays. No idea why ? I was already in a bad mood first thing in the morning and also after school. Somebody told me that he/she is not going to school and i ask that person to stay at home because of some reason. In the end, i saw that person outside class and smiled. -.- Sorry if i take that so seriously cos im not in the mood til people think im having a fight with you. I didnt get to talk to you the whole day, except on the phone. I cant make it to the bookshop cos the bell rang and im afraid that i'll be late for class.

Some people told me that i seemed different lately. I do realize that too but i dont know why and whats the cause of it. Seriously, expecially towards boyfie, im super different. I told you, not to give me anymore chance or face again but you disagree.U still did that and just let me to be this way til its a habit for me. U said u love me and thats why u give me chances. But, if u really do love me, then help me change by not giving me faces. I want to be the girl when we first in love.

I dont know how i am towards my friends. I know some said i did change. People changed, but i need to know in what way i have changed,besides with boyfie thingy.Sometimes i said, just tell me in what way i have changed and i will change back. But i failed to do that. Then what should i do next ? Im confused now. I cant concentrate on my hwk. But i got to try.

I've been good this year. Went home straight after school. Didnt slack that much. Studied for every tests and did every homework. Got such alotttttttttttttttttttt of homework. N level is a nightmare, so gotta study well in order to pass and overcome that fear. CA1 has started this week, & parents meeting session is this friday ! * screeeaaammm! *

BYE.

2010-01-24T21:35:00.000-08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY . Stress stress stress.

pictures of cca open hse. The rest is at Sirah's fb(:

Yesterday, i stayed at home and spent the whole day studying my math and doing my art prep. Bf went out with his friends and came this morning. Da alik tros lala land. haha. Poor bf, caught in high fever at 38,5 degrees. Tu lah,keluar mlm alek pagi2 mane tk saket. Because of this, u couldnt make it to tonight's takraw at Yishun.

Today when i woke up, i bathed and then straight to studying, Semangat right ? Then Nana called, asking me to accompany and teach her math homework at woodlands library. I actually didnt have the mood to go out but i just did. I did my art and studied Chemistry. After that, went to fill up our stomachs at KFC. Got stomachache after that because i ate too much. After that, home sweet home.

On the way home, texted Mira if she is okay with the shifting thing. When i reached home, i did my art prep again while i was on the phone with bf. We ended the conversation at 830pm because he wanted to do his homework at the very last minute. Im worried because he is sick and still want to go to school just to see me and took part in the takraw tournament tomorrow. Sigh. Stubborn. Sorry i couldnt make it to ur tournament. Got to do my homework.

Currently, im watching Orang Minyak at Sensasi with parents. (lame story, lol) Im going to lala land soon. Time check ; 9.30pm. Byebye !

Happy 9months Miralun.

2010-01-22T23:56:00.000-08:00

Wow, i didnt update for a week. I've been busy with my school work lately. I'm so busy with my art especially. I'm going to be super busy this weekend. Im going to do art all the way since i had malaydance three days straight. Very tired and sleepy. The word "stress" is all on me now! On Wednesday, me,sirah and mira accompanied Cikgu to geylang and get the clothes. I did my hwk in the cab ;D. Talked with cikgu about boyfriends and studies. HAHA. After that, a short practice for cca open hse. The next day, had full dress rehearsal. & sigh, this someone, bukan nk ape uh, but its the fact., tak kan psl hall pon nk gado. Can talk nicely right ? lagi2 kau nga bbual dgn senior ppn tao. Your fanaticness tk perlu.cos ur so fanatic to me infront of ur boys and my girls. Nk tunjuk ko fierce ?Seriously. Today, cca open hse was a blast! Like every year. Finally , we managed to get 3 boys to join us. Sape kate laki masuk malaydance to bapok ? CRAP LAH.Altogether, 23 sec 1 students join in. & Finally,almost all lower sec pupils attend cca.

& to someone/somebody. U're new and u act like you know everything, which u dont. U talk alot and u never praise us before. Everything looks funny to you ? before u became incharge, go do some research first. I hate it when u called us children. We're in secondary sch and still call us children ? U still have the heart to say something to another someone about something. I assumed u're trying to say that indian dance is better? Biased pe ? Then go make your own group lah. Urgh.

Dear honey, I know your situation is very tight. I really pity you. You can ask me anything or tell me anything. If i cnt say anything, atleast u can let it out. I offered my help because i know u cant do it all by urself.If anything goes wrong, all the blame will be on you &i dont want that to happen again.I will try my best to help. Dont just keep it to urself kay ? I know when ur mad or sad or happy. If im too slow that it makes u feel irritated, im sorry. I wanna try make u feel better. Also, i become crazy whenever im stress so that i could be happy. Most people have seen my craziness right ? Anything if you cant handle, dont hesitate to tell me and i see what i can do. Cos i know your situation is more difficult to cope than mine.I didnt & never wanna make u mad or anything. i duwanna fight. U know im the type of person who cant really be angry and such, so yeah. Ur a good and reasonable, sometimes we fight. But everyone has their own bad side right. Usually its your effort, your contribution, ur initiative and being helpful had taught me to be that way. If it wasnt for you, i wouldnt be like this. Instead, i would be a minah that has bad attitude with no discipline at all. Thanks to you.

To love, I duwanna fight with everytime we meet. I know im always at fault.I tried to be the Farah i am when we first together. But i failed because its a habit already. I know i always say that i'll change. I did tried but failed. But try not to always raise your voice kay ? i try talking to u in a nice tone. I know im one of the people to see you angry. But no matter what, we still love each other right ?

People , nowadays im very particular and sensitive to those who insult me ? aku tkleh kene sikit. I admit that but idk why. Maybe its because people doesnt insult me like the past ? so thats why im not use to it. Idk lah. Tapi bile aku kacau org boleh . Hmmm. Dont get me wrong people. OK! im done here.got to go now. Tata.

2010-01-15T21:59:00.000-08:00

Quick update.
Last thursday, my beg was super heavy and cramps everywhere. I was quite upset when i found out that my beg has small holes at the bottom -.-
Luckily, cca was a short one. After that, we had to choose our clothes for cca open hse. err, dun wanna talk about that. Next wed would be extra practice, thursday full dress, fri is the day. After cca, met up with Awun. Tapau food and ate at his hse. Suprisingly, it was his mum's bdae. So i stayed til 8+? haha. I was soo shy man. When mum transformed into a lion , we quickly cabbed home. When i reached home, i just shut my ears ;D

Yesterday, met awun and waited for him to get changed. Then he went to my place and accompany me do hwk. He has a really great bonding with my sis ? HAHAHA . Then at 4 he went to play takraw at p.a. I did my eng, math, chem, phy hwk yesterday til 10 pm. tired.

today woke up at 11 cos dad made me. My body was aching but i enjoyed sleeping. Today, im home alone and later going to continue doing my hwk. k bye.

2010-01-13T17:45:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i went to mira's hse with Sirah. Thanks bf for sending me. We took pictures for art uh. Thanks to Sirah for the wonderful photography. These are the pics that i chose to post.

Its like playing a dressing game. haha. After that, we entertain mira's niece when her family came home. She is sooo cute man. Then ate for awhile. Then we chilled and watch Wujud 2 with her family. O M G. Then sirah and i felt scared to go home. Haha. We left at 8.45 and took the bus home. I asked sis and maid to fetch me because i was scared. Hahahaha. When i came home, i closed my ears cos mum keep nagging at me for bringing her laptop outside -.-"
Hais. Then get ready for school. Then on the phone with bf til 11.15pm.

Today, went to school with a sleepy face til i cant focus during math class. Sume pening kepala. Suppose to meet Nana after school but something came up. & here im blogging. hmm. Im busy nowadays, with my art and hwk. k lah bye !

2010-01-11T20:00:00.000-08:00

9 jan ; went to adi's hse for his lil sis bdae party. it was great man ! won alot of prizes.

10 jan ; kenduri at aunts hse again.

Happy monthsary ayeeshah (:
lastlong tao ~
Happy advance monthsary wan & arina .
cute mute lah korang.
im soo pround (:
sayang sume !

k dah bye im tired, nak uat hwk la. bye.

2010-01-08T22:41:00.000-08:00

5jan : absent from schhoool.
6 & 7 jan : school like normal.
today, 8 jan : Happy birthday Mama ! went to school like usual. after school, went home and get dressed to go yishun do hwk with the girls. Realized mum was soo pretty just to go sis's schhool for parents meeting session. Gave mummy a kiss. Ltr, mum told me she saw my bf at the void deck sleeping ? HAHAH. Met Nana at yishun mrt, grab a bubble tea and went to meet the rest. Bf went to smb to play takraw. Hmmm, im sorry bout today kay. fought 3 times til i threw my hp ? haha stupid. Had a bad mood. When everyone left at 5+, i decided to meet bf at smb. Bumped into syafiq and his gf. Talk2 with him, his gf soo shy. hehe. When i reached there, he txted me about his gf and all. hmm, wait for bf finish playing takraw at 8 and then took bus home. All i can say is, i duwaanaa control you. I realized like i've been controlling you til our frens told us that. I duwan them to say " been control " again. . ok ? & im sorryyyyy.
tmr will be going to sardi's right peeps ? hehe. & sunday will be going to aunts hse again. tata !

2010-01-04T19:05:00.000-08:00

4JANUARY 2010 WAS THE SADDEST DAY OF MY LIFE !

before that, i was having fun and so excited because its the first day of schoool. Missed all my gfs. School was crazayyyyyyyyy ! but then had to sit in the hall for like, 1 and a half hours ? Bf got caught with his hair. Luckily he was not sent home. There was a prize presentation and they didnt have time to set out the winners. I was shocked when my name was called. They say my name wrongly -.- so paisey. noticed the envelope was empty, Padahal2. i was suppose to pick it up today but i cant make it to school..

I was hanging out with bf and friends. he went home to change clothes. until i got a call from daddy and had to bring the bad news. So i didnt wait for bf and quickly rush to the hospital . i told bf wad happen through text msg. I've nvr been this sad before. I quickly take the mrt and alight at Outram park, But im too late. She's gone )):
Tears all over my face. All of us were not ready for this moment. didnt expect me to cry cos im not close with granny. But im just soooo sad..

after that, quickly had lunch and went back home and get dressed. Slept over at aunt hse and absent from sch. Texted my teacher and she knew about it. She send her condolences to my aunt too. I dont know how my friends all ( who i didnt tell ) know bout it but it doesnt matter. Thx guys for being there for me. i appreciate it. I was sooo touched by your words. Especially Didi. hmmm,i couldnt sleep last night. Til i fell asleep at 2+ am and woke up at 7am. Sigh.

When will i return to school ? it depends okay. Kay kenduri nk start and ramai seh org. Got to go. byebye.

2010-01-02T18:24:00.000-08:00

2nd post of the day. Cuzz wanna take pics using lappy. & i agreed. Suddenly faris sebok2 come and took pics with us. Yea, faris got a haircut. And it sucks. So short and so thin. No more mangkok hair):

He die2 nk masok granny's room but he cnt. Too young ! haish. Everyone is sleeping, except me and faris. Its so quiet here. Maybe i'll fall asleep soon too. k lah gotta tuck faris to sleep. bye.

alaamaak! left out this pic. haha.

2010-01-02T10:00:00.000-08:00

Pictures yesterday(:
today is 2nd Jan. Good news and bad news.

good : HAPPY 6MONTHS TO ME & AWUN !! Get to wish each other on time on the phone. I wished Nana too. heh. so gotta put down the phone and wait til bf can call me back.

bad : hmmm. im at hospital now. time check : 9.12am.
daddy, aunts and uncles, grandpa slept over in the hospital. My granny had no much time left ):

GOTTA CHEER MYSELF UP NOW!
ok, lets talk about good and funny stuff okay. hmm.
Had to wake up at 7am and rush here. currently chatting with cuzzies , siblings and mummy. hope i wouldnt fall asleep here. had 5 hours of sleep only. Was supposed to continue otp with bf last night but i fell asleep after hearing Mj 12. I think bf fell asleep too. mummy said she forgot to switch off the tv last night, and suddenly heared MJ 12 on suria. She heared the sound effects clearly. She was so scared and quickly switch it off. HAHA. she thought me and sis would sleep with here. Sorry? we didnt know. Faris ade beside mama kan? haha.

school is gonna start soon ! 2 moredays. havent prepared for school yet xD. Still in holiday and lazy mood. Wad about hwk ? most done i think ?

hello hello. im farah's cousin here. im very very very very damn sleepy k bye. nana stop talking i dun understand what you're saying. nyeahahha.

my cuzz tkde kerja uh ? hahah. k lah bye.

2010-01-01T13:05:00.000-08:00

Went to countdown with Ayeez, Aishah, Faizal, Adi, Shahar,Yan, Ari, Wanee, Wan, Salih and Bf. Went to meet 4 of them at yishun mrt at 4pm. Went to bugis first, thats where we met aishah. Ate at LongJohn Silver. Then walk to City Hall - Esplanade. Then met the rest of them. Saw alot of familiar faces. Alot of people sia there. Til i was sweating and cnt breath. There were alot of pevertic banglas kept looking at us and purposely walk infront of us. The boys were mad ! aww, so sweet. While waiting for the fireworks, chit chat with the girls. Laughters with Wanee. Went it was almost 12pm, everyone stand up. But bf sat down cos he was having a headache. Pity him.
After the fireworks was over, Salih, me and bf went home . walk to raffles place mrt. Bf's headache was getting worse. The rest of them stayed til first train. Reached home at 2am. So tired and straight went to bed. Time check; 1pm. Bf must be still sleeping. hmmm. kk gtg bath now ! maybe going to hospital visiting granny. byebye.
PICTURES WITH AISHAH ?

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! & HAPPY BIRHTDAY ARINA !

2009-12-29T05:53:00.000-08:00

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
ya tuhan, tolong lah keluargaku.
granny, please dont go yet. i didnt spend enough time with you yet because we're not close.
But eventhough we're not close, i still love you.
We're family. Its just sad to see you like this.
Its also sad to see dad's eyes red.
I cant believe this is happening right now.
You only have a few days left, how can this be ?
i cant face this now.
but i cant run away from reality.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm):
i know i have to be patient, but i just cant accept the fact that its happening.
but still,i just have to accept it.
why is it hard for me, bcos i've never face this before.
Ya tuhan, pls help me and my family to be strong.
i hope this wont distract me in school or in anything else. i will just focus and be strong.

2009-12-28T04:19:00.000-08:00

i cnt remember wad i did on friday and saturday. but yesterday, went out with classmates and bf but no pics. haha. too lazy.. miss u guys la! and today, had cca at sch. practice as usual. blablabla. finish then meeet bf then go home uh. take bus uh. tomorrow take sis to take photo passport size and do her hair . haish. sebok luh ni minah.wed, cca again. its the last one ^ ^ then countdown then 3moredays to school..

hmmm.i really hate those people who tease us that they are already no more in secondary sch and we are still there. so wad ? cos u already got ur turn to graduate. and i will get my turn soon.as if u have nvr been in my position before. so childish and immature.will u like it if people keep teasing or insult u like that ? im sure u will boil up right.just f off la.da kacau aku gitu beh ade hati nk webcam nan aku ? ish tktau malu . da mendak baru carik aku uh ? cb. wanna disturb the younger ones ? people who are much older then you will also tease u right dumbo.

thats it for today, my current tune : rihanna - russian roulette.maybe i should take pics and upload it here. my blog is starting to be filled with words and not pics. haha .bye.

2009-12-24T19:53:00.000-08:00

21 dec : malaydance and i was so stress to learn the 2 dance steps all at one day. after that ate kfc with the gerls and went home .

22 dec : stayed at home. Bf came over to my place and had some bonding with my lil bro. haha.

23 dec : malaydance again. idk y i cnt memories the steps. cos maybe its too complicated and hard ? i was so nervous til i forgot some steps . after that meet bf and ate at kfc again. haha. then went home uh.

today : time check - 11.57am. i havent bath yet. later had to accompany lil bro to watch movie with cousins cos mum ask me to and there is no one who is going to take care of him. Sis tk leh harap la ! -.- last min change plans. i wonder how to meet nana and passs her my paper. cos idk wat time nana wanna meet me and idk wad time my cuzz wanna mit me. texted nana she didnt reply. mayb still sleeping. but, haiya leceh uh.

lastly, HAPPY 8MONTHSARY MIRALUN ((:

2009-12-20T20:37:00.000-08:00

qucik update. wana watch CSI NY uh.
on 18,go to hospital again.
yesterday, stay at home do nothing.
today, watch tv while waiting for mum to come home. will be going to Kk hosp later .
Aunt just gave birth to a baby gerl ! yeay ~
New baby cuzz ^ ^ i loike. after that gg to hosp again visit grandpa.
tomorow going malaydance.
BYE !

2009-12-17T04:57:00.000-08:00

16/12/09: Went out with friends yesterday. It was planned tat meeting place is at Yishun mrt 2pm. Who showed up ? Wan, faizal, nabil, sardi, nana, yan, me and awun. Later on would be, miralun. After we met up, we seriously didnt have a proper planning, where to go and all. But we ended up in bugis. Alun planned to have lunch at Zamzam ? yeah. then went to orchard. We walked from bugis to orchard. tired. Yan led the way. * ikot je org dpn* haha. then blablablabla ended up at somerset and sat long enough til all wanted to go to cineleisure. the boys go jalan2 while me bf and nana ate kfc. after that go home uh. take mrt, bounce bck and reach home at 11pm. Tired uh. my foot is sooo painful. melecet ! front and back somemore-.- forgot to bring plaster uh.

17/12/09
& last but not least, i wanna wish the youngest babe among us a HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! hehe. Finally da 15. Hope all of wishes come true. No matter what happen i will always be there for you okay. U know i love you and u could always come to me anytime. Lastlong with Sardi and always me Mr & Mrs SOD yeah !! Hope u will have a wondeful time of ur life and keep smiling always !

Today, woke up at 11 and nobody was home except my maid ofcourse. I called mum and asked where is she. She and the rest of the family are at the hospital to visit grandpa.. Haiyo then leave me alone. sobsob. Get dressed quickly and wait for my aunt to fetch me and together with my cousins. When i reached there, quickly i go see my grandad. Poor him): He is in critical condition and i just cant see the blood and my grandma cried ):
Stayed there til 5pm. Then went off to shopping mall, bought perfumes at body shop then ate at macdonalds then went home. hmmm. tired and sleepy uh. currently, missing bf, haish he is at work uhh.. k uh bye.

2009-12-14T06:08:00.000-08:00

boncet sia aku ):

Woke up in the morning, get dressed and off to buy lil bro's sch books. Da mcm mak² uh~
haha. So tiring as the weather was so hot. When i reached home, i rest for awhile. Mira texted and said to meet at 2pm, civic centre. Wanna do homework uh! Sirah & Alun came along. Decided to do it at Macdonald Causeway uh, so crowded sia. Then bf came along. Had a little fight. Then we are okay. Bf and Alun went jamming with their friends. Left me, mira and sirah. We were bored and had no plans. So we go rounding² the whole causeway. I bought a dress. hehe. Then went to chill at Tekong and snap some pics. & THANK YOU SIRAH FOR THE BDAE CARD. HEHE. Then accompanied mira to 888 to buy something. then we saw alot of familiar faces and especially one person. *mira sirah u know i know*. Then went home together with Sirah at 730pm.

Cant wait for wednesday ! weeeeeeeee~
cant wait for thursday ! weeeeeeeeeee~

2009-12-13T17:57:00.000-08:00

Just woke up . Now is 10am & still sleepy. Wanna do a quick post cos later i got to SIAP. Had to accompany mum to go supermarket then had to buy my siblings school books then must go somewhere dunoe where to buy something. one of my dad's collection. & also, wanna buy something for Alifah's first bdae. Will be going to cousin's house at bukit panjang to see her & also visit my grandmother. Im so tired yesterday, i woke up today my body soooo the lemah. urgh. k lor want to eat breakfast first. bye

2009-12-12T17:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH TO WAN & ARINA !
wuhoooo.
hope korang lastlong ~
ily laaa .

Today, woke up at 9 and get dressed quickly to go to school and bought books, pe & uniform.
After that went to eat somewhere near Sembawang shopping centre. Mummy went to Daiso for awhile to get magic sponge ? HAHA. After that qucikly went home cos my sis is so bored at home so had to pick her up, I get changed and off to search for school shoes but failed. Then went to Suntec city shopping school stuffs and not the school stuffs xD. Then off to Marina to eat at Swensens ! YUMMMY ! Went shopping again, with a big stomach ^ ^. Was so full man !
then went home at 730pm to catch a horror movie at 8.30pm. Sensasi, hantu jembatan ancol ? like, errrrrr... no comment..

2009-12-11T22:10:00.000-08:00

Went out with Miralun and boyfie yesterday.
Meet up at smb platform and went to Geylang
because we wanna go karaoke.But before that
we had a quick lunch first.Then went to karaoke
for 3 hours ? We went crazaaaaaaaaaaayyy~
Pity boyfie sang til had a sorethroat. haha.
After that went to eat dinner at Banquet.

At 8pm, chilled somewhere, we were so bored
til we decided to take mrt and bounce back
from Marina bay at 830pm. & Reach home at
10pm. So tired! & i was very full and felt like
vomiting. My perot boncetsssssssss. Pictures
is with Mira. Upload sooner or later okay.
BYEBYE.
& Happy 2 monthsary Ayeez_Aishah(:
hehe. ily guys. harap2 korang lastlong yaw.
tomorrow is Wan & Arina's ! hehe.

2009-12-07T21:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! & there he goes, turning 44.
i love him. He understands me. He protects me whenever Mum kicks my butt.
He likes to irritate me , but i loike it. He makes funny jokes whenever im feelin down. He sometimes dance like a crazy man just make us laugh and embarrased Mum xD.
& mostly, i got my looks from him ^ ^
CYEH! hehe.

2009-12-04T06:42:00.000-08:00

WHATS UP !!

i had so much fun with bf today. Woke up at 11, texted bf if he is awake. He didnt reply, so went to get dressed first. Half hour later, it was raining and he called to apologise for being late. I didnt mind. So i met him at the void deck at 1230pm.

THESE are my birthday prezzies . HEHE . thks to Miralun & bf. ILY !

Planned to have lunch first since bf was hungry. We decided to have lunch at Macdonalds, Bishan. While eating, mum told me that the movie, New moon tickets were sold out at town area. WTH. So decided to watch at Bishan instead. GOLDEN VILLAGE. hmmm.

The show started at 320 and ends at 530 i think. The show was awesome and confusing too. Hmm, too many things happening, and the ending just ended like that ? hmm. Hoping for a part 3. Lol. But in between the movie, bf gave me the present. hehe. After that, we decided to walk2 at Peninsula and Esplanade.

*this was before i went out.hehe.

After that, we took bus home. Currently, tired and bored and im hungry again!
gtg eat now .TATA !

2009-12-03T18:17:00.000-08:00

IM 15 TOMORROW !
WEEEEEEEEE~
hehe.
*org muda kate kan*
HAHA.
k bye !

2009-12-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 5MONTHSARY TO ME & BF.
ilysm. hehe (:
sorry no picture. haha .

HAPPY 4MONTHSARY TO NANA & SARDI.
love you guys many many.
Mummy & Daddy . haha ! *private joke*

2009-12-01T14:30:00.000-08:00

see me with a towel ? haha .

Had fun with the Malaydancers yesterday ! With Ms Tan too (:
Meeting place was at Smb Mrt, 11am. When i reach there, Eika was alone and told me that Mira went to Sunplaza to buy something. Then i bumped into Bf, he was with Zul. Hehe. Then waited for the rest. Mira, fyee, sirah, elah, abirah, eika was there. We met Yasmin, Ain and Zizi at the platform. We went to City hall and met Ms Tan to have lunch at Seoul Garden. YUMMY! everyone ate BIG TIME!Then i started to have a cold. DAMMIT. I was so excited to have fun with my girls but i got sick in the end. Then Katrina, Fakhirah and Cikgu Rahimah came. After having a big stomach, we proceed to Sentosa, Siloso beach. We played games and everything. I got smash up, haha. At around 5+, wanee , ee, ernie and Ezzaty came. We had all the fun til 7pm. At the end of it, The sec2 and 3s gave gifts to the Graduating peeps. It was soooo touching. Heh, they all seemed to like it with the big smile on each of their faces. After that, pack².All the girls decide to eat dinner at Long John Silver. Sorry yeah i didnt join you guys. Sorry was not soo in the mood for pictures and all . The whole day i suffered with my stupid cold. I cant stay anylonger so i went home. Abirah, Ain and Zizi tag along. But along the way at Sentosa, there was some disgusting mat² following us. EUW. When we reach VIVO, abirah accompanied me to the toilet, i wanna bring home some tissue paper. Then off to the MRT. Asked Dad to fetch me at the MRT and went home together. Thanks to Mira, fyeee and Abirah for making alot of effort to make yesterday's outing possible. Love you guys!

Today, im rotting at home. Currently, chating with Sirah. Hmmm, TOMORROW & 3MOREDAYS ! WEEEEEEE~
cant wait to meet bf tomorrow. & cant wait for the " 3moredays " !
BUT! me and bf are sick now. SHIT LAH. Whenever we planned someting, SOMETINGS will happened. Haish, texted bf and said to him that hope he will be ok by then, and get well soon. Have plenty of rest.
CURRENT MUSIC : NEW YORK - JAY-Z & ALICIA KEYS.
BYE.

2009-11-29T14:15:00.000-08:00

Its 1.50pm.
Im so fucking bored.
Currently, watching Rush Hour 3! HAHA. its so funny.
Gonna wait til the show is finish and im off to buy some tidbits for malaydance outing tomorrow.
I cant wait ! hehe. Its been a long time we had a malaydance outing.
3moredays to 5monthsary baybeh~
& 5moredays , im gonna be 15 ! dont forget ! me want presents. hehe. *tktau malu*
Anyway, i cant wait for 4dec !! bf is gonna bring me out~
NEW MOON baby !! hehe.
Suddenly, i just cant wait for the next malaydance practice . why? because there is alot i gotta catch up! Yasmin, u gotttaaaa teach me babe ! hehe.
What i hate, is HOMEWORK. I havent complete it yet. & soon, online assignments in asknlearn on the 2nd week of Dec. Urgh! It never was like a holiday. sigh.
Oh, Muhammad Khairul bin Omar, I MISS YOU !! & there he goes, sleeping quietly at home. He just came back from East Cost early in the morning with his family.
ohya, sorry Nana & Sardi i couldnt make it with you guys yesterday. Im a little busy with family and stuff.
Cant believe is gonna be December already. 2010 is coming up. Time flies~
Yesterday , i was so damn bored til Taufiq Juon chatted with me. I miss him alot! He used to be so close to me. Well, its okay, he is gonna be released soon. Jumpe lagi ye(:
Hmm, im just so excited tomorrow ! hehe.
Okay, thats all i wanna say. BYE.

2009-11-27T07:02:00.000-08:00

*these are all the pics i've got, haha*

ITS 12AM!! Just want to wish bf HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY (:
atlast, he is 15. I hope u like ur presents. I know u cair. haha.
Thanks for being there for me whenever i cried or im angry. U still love me no matter how childish or stupid i am. You were not like the other guys i've been with. U still stood by my side whenever we fought. U didnt dare to leave me alone. U will always give in for me. U sacrifice alot for me. U always took good care of me. U always protect me. I know u scold me because u love me. U are willing to do anything for me. UR JUST THE SWEETEST DRUG ! hehe.

& HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO WAN !
Da 15 uh kau. same ngn laki aku. lol. Kau kaki gereks uh eh.
Member gerek in kelas too. Hope you lastlong ngan NUNU.
& thanks for printing my hwk! haha.

Dont forget my birthday next week ! teeeheee ~

i met bf for awhile today just to give him his present. Im more to advanced kind of person rather than belated. LOL. Met zul and ahbon too. After that, they had to go play takraw at Woodlands. So i went home, bf sent me home and then proceed to play takraw. He didnt had the chance to play with the sec 2s because of me. SORRY. but he didnt mind...hmm..
currently chit chat with bf, mira, yasmin and cuzzie.

& BTW, Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all muslims (:

2009-11-26T22:03:00.000-08:00

take a few shots before going out with my girlfriends(:
Mira and Seer accompanied me to buy something², heheh.
Thanks girls for accompaning.
Spent $40 on IT. hehe.
Went to Peninsula first, then went to ate lunch at Sakura.
After that , we went to Far East. Then Mira and Sirah were just crazy about a wallet at Forever 21 til i had to ask for assistance if they are selling wallet. LOL. The assistant said that there is a wallet sale at Vivo. Then wat else ? We went to Vivo ofcourse ! Sanggup youuuuuu ~
But too bad i didnt bought the same wallet with them, because im broke already. haha.
After that , we plan to go to Henderson wave but we dont know how. haha. Tried asking a few peeps but they are not sure too.
So skip that and we decided to just chill at Seer's crib.
During this whole trip, alot of disgusting mat² disturbed us. So the EUW. right ?
There was this one Indian guy walking beside Sirah and said " wow, u look so great".
EUW. & on the way to Sirah's , there was this one van said Hi. Dah biasa la dengan ni sumer, but EUW LA. haha. Ni la kluar tanpa guys. CYEH.
Chilled at Seer's til 8pm then met Awun at the void deck. He was with AHBON. haha. Then, chilled for awhile then he sent me home(:

Today, woke up at 11 and get dressed quickly so that i wont be late for my sister's result. Went to her school with Lil bro. And congrats Sis, for achieving 168, normal academic(:
Cant believe u were 1 mark below me. haha. Congrats to my cousin for getting 212, express. Im so proud of you, cyeh. haha. Currently, listening to my fav song. PARTY IN THE USA. hah. Later on gonna meet Awun and give him someting. bye !

2009-11-23T04:51:00.000-08:00

here u go nana .

2009-11-21T08:15:00.000-08:00

I didnt attend school for 4days because im sick. I was on mc for the whole week but since its the last week, i attended school on the last day which is friday. Alot of holiday assignments. After school, went home and get ready to meet Awun. Had lunch and went to Yio chu kang mrt to meet my malaydance gerlfies to catch a performance at NYP. Starts at 8 and ends til 10pm. The show was ok laaaaa, til i fell asleep. Lol. After the show end, we took pictures with Cikgu Zairin. Cikgu, u rock !!! (:

MASAI ARH GMBR. SORRY FOR THE BURUK-NESS PEOPLE. HAHA .
After that, we headed to MacDonalds. So hungry. Then quickly went back home and onlined with my mamat for awhile.

Then today, i felt soooo tired when i woke up. Quickly get dressed and headed to KFC for the delicious porridge. YUMYUM. Then decided to go search something for awun but failed. So gonna bring him shopping one day. Yelarh, birthday dier hari raya haji larhh kan. Thought of not going to class bbq pit. But i decided to go cos im bored. Mcm biase larh, aku lifesaver bwk paper plate sume .HAHAHAH. BUT, there were problems. One, it rains. Two, i donwana mention it (:
Slack2 til Mr Gwee came. Chill2 til 11 and off home.

K larh, nk chat dgn seerah and mamatku. bye !

2009-11-01T03:17:00.000-08:00

yes, i do (:

What date is it tomorrow ? hehe !
I wanna wish HAPPY 4 MONTHSARY TO MUHD KHAIRUL BIN OMAR !
HEH, ILY . hope we'll lastlonglonglong-er than 4 mths okae ! haha .

& Also, i wanna wish HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY TO NANA & SARDI ! (:
hope korang lastlonglong too.

To : Muhd Khairul,

I wanna say sorry for all the stupid things i've done. Its me who did all the mistakes. I know we kept fighting mostly bcos of me, and my stupid behaviour. Im truly sorry. Im glad to have you bcos u are there for me whenever i cried or im angry. Ur still by my side no matter what. Eventhough we're fighting, u kept being there for me. Its so sweet and wonderful to have you with me. I've nvr been this serious in my life. & I know u are too. You accepted me for who i am no matter how childish or stupid that i can be. Thank you so much for what you have done for the past 3 months. I love you so much ! ;D 020709<3>
i sooo love this picture. Right Sirah & Abirah ? hehe.

Snapped this picture on the last day of school by Hidayah. But not the last day for us. Hahah. My hair sucks nowadays. Mentang2 nk abes skola, sume grooming like shit. hahah.

"That is the best that i can achieve for my exams. What do you expect me to do ? go back in time n redo it ? U never ever been proud of my results before. U kept saying the same thing. Ive tried my best. Cnt you be more like dad ? haish ): & sis's behaviour is getting worse. i cnt take it anymore. HAISH! "

Ignore the above (:
Currently , im bored. The whole day webcam with bf. & also chat with Didi. He express his feelings to me about some things. haish, felt like pumping his face. urgh . Kiter nga tunggu kau punye silap lagi uh.

Right now, bf is out with Alun. Hmm, im so tired. Gotta be prepared for school tomorrow. Atleast it starts late and ends early. Ok, gtg. Dad is fetching me and sis home now. Bye.

2009-10-31T01:10:00.000-07:00

This was taken last Thursday, while waiting for my bf. Masai ah !
I went to Mira's place at noon. Chill chill chill~
Went to 324,Semb at 5pm to wait for them.
After that, went to slack at hardcourt and watch them play soccer.
Then went home at 7+

The next day, It was the last day for the lower sec and 3nt. For us, is 3 weeks extended.
O lvl prep punye psl kan, aku pegi. Had prize presentation ceremony, receive 3 awards. They say our father's NAME then everyone disturb-.-
My favourite part, Semb Star talent. Go ExTrance ! 2 ppl only. but coool u know receive 2nd place. 3rd place, Rachel, SHES HOT ! Laki sume steam ...
1st place, I want nobody2 but u ! HAHA.
There was this group named FIVE STAR, mepekk sakk..til the judges which is Mr Patrick, Ms Ain and Mr Alex. Two of them gave comments which is not sincere. HAHA. Sume step gerek joget Michael Jackson.
After that, went to Alun's then Sirah hse then My hse then Mira hse, lepak and had dinner. Webbie with Shahar. haha. Then go home at 930 with Sirah. In the train, had a fight with dad for awhile.

At Alun's, something EMBARRASSING happened. To Alun's Sis, if u are reading this and if u saw what i did that time, im truly sorrrryyyyy. Paisey seh):
idk where to put my face. So soryyy, i know that its disrespectful. Smpai skrg tkleh lupekan .

2009-10-28T19:01:00.000-07:00

i soooo love these two pics. haha ! (:

Pics do the talking . im lazy to type. bye.

2009-10-22T02:12:00.000-07:00

VICTORY 3A2!

It was fun playing floorball during the inter-class competition. Guess who won? haha. Class champion lahh seyy. But in the middle , there was a big fight. Dun wanna mention it cos its ugly. All of us played hard, violently till I fell and injured myself. I salute Ayeez, Shahar, Faizal , Syafiq and Elfian. * Man of the Match laa kn*. It was so tiring as we gave it all out til most of us didnt turned up for school today. Haha. Yeay! tmr going out with besties. I had alot of fun (:

EOY results are out and i passed all of my subjects but whatever , but now is to have fun fun fun ! but the stupid extended programme til 20 nov=.= . Currently at Seer's hse. Didnt go to school today but wanted to attend malaydance but no, its cancelled. Lucky ! cos my butt is in pain since yesterday's floorball thingy. K gtg lah now . bye .

2009-10-04T05:02:00.000-07:00

sorry blog mati. malas nk update. bye .

2009-08-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

Im at Eika's hse now.
Its the first day of puasa.
Eika, Ernie, Wanee, Kiddy sheckler, Mira, Ee gathered here at eika's hse.
Adelah sebab2. haha.
Looking forward to seeing all the ex smb students on Teacher's day.
E X T R A N C E !

2009-08-13T19:22:00.000-07:00

Currently in school, free period using the umpc.
Sorry that my blog is like so dead.
Malas nak update.
Bye.

2009-08-02T21:12:00.000-07:00

Happy 1month(:

2009-07-25T22:47:00.000-07:00

230709 ;
Happy Belated Birthday Elfian ! da 16 uh dier , tua . haha . Sorry ehh that i cant make it to your birthday party today.
240709 ;
Happy 3rd monthsary MirAlun (:
syg gerlfrend and boyfren ku (:
Lastlong !
Watch Harry Potter with Miralun, sirah, Awun, and Eis. hehe.
250709 ;
currently at cousin's hse again. Chat with Mira, awun and sirah. Erm, boreddddddd.

i will update again soon. bye.

2009-07-18T21:03:00.000-07:00

Currently im at cousin's house.

Just wanna wish Pearlie, Happy Belated Birthday &
Happy Birthday Miraaaaaaaaaa ! hehehe. sume da tua kwn2 ku ni.

Got to go now. im busy. bye !

2009-07-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

Like i said, i absent myself from school today. A call from the teacher in school woke me up. I told her that i had flu and cough, which is true,only in the morning! HAHA. But i got a feeling that im gonna be sick. The flu just doesnt stop, and i got a sorethroat.

Got a text msg from Mira and she ask me to accompany her because she want to rebond her hair. So i did. Met her at 888. Went to her house for awhile and then went straight to Smb. Slack~~~~~~~
We saw alot of smb sec students, and alot of the members were wearing sch uniform. Mira and I was like, "apa mau skola ?" HAHAHA. siak2. Slack til 730. Then went to Tekong as usual. Send Mira home , then they send me home. haha .

Luckily ive done my homework last friday. Cos Nana is sooooo panic with her hwk. Awww. Farah is there to help u beb! hehe (:
Tomorrow will be going to school. HAIYA~

k lah bye !

2009-07-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

Just came back home.

Had to wake up at 7am in the morning, and get dressed to school. Hmm, going to school on a sunday morning. Like Wth right? So damn sleepy and tired, but i was excited to perform our SYF dance at Ngee Ann City Takashimaya. I was so nervous. Im never that nervous before. Its because we're performing in public. It was so hot. But still, we smiled and give it all out. Mummy, Daddy and Lil bro came. hehe.

After performing, we went back straight to school and did our usual stuffs(:
Then, went to slack with Pearl, Alun and Wan. Went to Tekong at 7.30. Sent Mira home then slack there for awhile with those two clowns. Haha. Then home sweet home at 845pm. I wont be going to school tomorrow. Too tired and lazy. Right dancers ? Hahah.

Currently, chatting with HongLee and IjanSepetxz. Quite bored right now and abit sleepy. *yawn*.
& i really miss the old rc, the old us. Whats happening to us ? There's alot of changes going on. Its either one by one left/separate or new people came to join us. I know that deep inside u guys, u wanna reunite. But ur not the only one. Just like Didi said, we're all young adults and we should be matured. And not behaving like this instead. SEPARATE, is the word that i really hate. Dont you think? How long are we gonna be like this ? Fighting/arguing all the time. Just hope all this would stop and come to an end. Everyday without fail, i would be thinking about the past, and all the wonderful times we had together. I hope that everything will be okay. I hope we will be together again like last time.

Ignore the above. Just wanna express something out. Til here then. BYE !

*2 Moredays to Pearl's birthday, 7 Moredays to Mira's birthday, 12 more days to Miralun's Monthsary.

2009-07-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

Memories. Suddenly, i started to flashback bout the past. hehe. Currently, At Sirah's house. Gotta finish up my online assignments anyway. Will update a proper one next time. Bye!

2009-07-04T05:47:00.000-07:00

Wei. Yo. Hi. Hey. Hello. Whats up.

Wake up in the morning and i tried to on the pc. It was okay, but when everyone find out about it, they started to use it for nonsense while im right there dying to do my homework. Then the pc crashed-.-'. Curse you all. Was forced to go to cousin's house to use the pc. Done my hwk already. Webcam with Mira and Honglee! HEHE. Fun(:

Chit chat with Sirah, Qaiyum, Faizal, Syafiq and Bakhti. & WHATTTTTT? E is coming back to school on Tuesday. Shit man! I hate him. My life is like hell when he is around. & Sorry Farid, didnt follow u and the rest just now. But it was cancelled anyway because there's a few who can turn up.

Currently, kinda feeling down about someting. It really gets the deeply angry shit out of me, and also feeling sad at the same time. Its really heatbreaking. Im willing to change for the best and this is what i get. Between me and her, which one u know longer ? But nvm, im trying my best to cheer myself up(:

Sorry, i dun feel like going on Monday eventhough i wanna go. I dun have the mood to see their face anymore with their attitude. Its just one small mistake, yg kau nk besarkan apehal. Pls dun make me hate you. U wanna show attitude, i can show u one too.

Sorry aite. Got to go now. Wanna watch ManjaLara!

2009-07-03T00:39:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Currently at Alun's house. Finally its friday! Long weekend~
Its just the first week of school and there is alot of hmwork to catch up-.-
Whenever there is online assignments , my comp will go crazy! urgh.
Stuuuuuupid. School now is like shit. New timetable and new teachers are like shit.
So lazy to turn up for cca but wad to do. So mad at the juniors for not attending.
16 days to Mira's birthday. ( she ask me to type this since i dun know wat to update).
Hahah. 9 Days to performing at Ngee Ann City! YEAY ! Kay got to go since Sirah wanted to use it now. Bye (:

2009-06-25T22:36:00.000-07:00

Currently at Sirah's house.
We will be going out soon.
Bye !

2009-05-24T19:24:00.001-07:00

lazy to update(:

2009-05-24T19:24:00.000-07:00

lazy to update(:

2009-04-25T22:48:00.000-07:00

Im addicted to their song, Lucky(:
Its very nice . *KALAU dorang kahwin pon cantik. Lol.
I fucking love it !

Im addicted to this movie. I LOIKE !
Damn sweet, and i cried .
I watched this in midnight last friday.
And ended up skipping maths
class bcos im buzy sleeping (:
Zac Efron is soooo H-O-T !

Gotta finish my art. BYE.

2009-04-21T01:48:00.000-07:00

Just came back. Just now was a little bit chaotic. Only Kyra and Mira knows :)
Kyraa , cheer up okay ? Glad u felt better now. & To BC, pls stopit with ur drama.
We know everything. We know ur true colors nowI cant believe ur behaving this
way. W O R L D !
So at school today, plan to meet up with them at 334 but too bad, time was running
fast so i just met them outside the school gate & it was raining heavily! pffffffffft;/.
First period was with Mr Azlan -.-''. Next was MT-.-''''. Then it was art, zzzZzzz.
Then recess. Then went to the Dentist ! Yeay skip class, haha, but too bad i didnt get
to take the maths test xD.

But so sadd , today was the only about a talk . About teeth and everything. Yuck !
My turn would be tmr cos there is not enough time. But when it was Nadiah's turn,
she sooo scared! haha. And tell the dentist that she has her piercing thing there
then it was okay. After that we went for chemistry class, had a gooood sleep(:

Next was Ft, i had to go to the hall cos i didnt attend the house meeting last
wednesday but i didnt. Lazy! Heh. Currently, chatting with Nana. Sigh. so Bored
nowadays.
BYE.

2009-04-19T03:26:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow school !
done my homework (i guess ?)
Just came home with parents.
Quite Tired.

& I wanna wish Fazdli , Happy Advanced Birthday ! Da 16 sey dier . And Oooops ! Sorry i dont have any money to blanja you Sheesha/Shisha . Hahah xD . & Pls , tk baek tau nk kacau org yg maseh nk skolah ni . Mentang² da nk graduate. Lol . May all your wish come true (:
Insyaallah kau akan jadi soccer player yang baik aye . Go team Extreme ! ;D

2009-04-14T02:27:00.001-07:00

Just finished my hwk.
Since Mira blogged about the past, it kinda reminds me of the wonderful memories we had.
Among all of the pictures, these are my favs.
i miss hanging out with u guys.

i miss Oni .

Ali kat tepi ! sebok uhh. hmpf. lol. & Mok, bile nk jumpe lagi ?
Haishh, memories². And yes mira, i know u know on 040409.
& yes, i laughed when i read her blog. LOL.

2009-04-12T03:30:00.000-07:00

Pictures.

2009-04-11T20:07:00.000-07:00

So yesterday , went out with Mira, Abirah, Fadil, B.C, Iskandar, Hairul , Salih, Awun & Ahbon to Sentosa (again). Met up with Mira and off to harbourfront while the rest met up at BoonKeng. We waited for them, its like we're waiting for the rain to fall. Mira kept on nagging². Haha. To escape from boredom we took some pictures.

When the rest came, we proceed to the Bustop and headed to Sentosa. Its like 3 times i've been there, lol. But this time it was fffffffuuunnnn ! Then, we saw Bada. Haha. We crossed over the bridge and settled down there. A few minutes later, it started to rain heavily. Halfway, we ran all the way to SevenEleven shelter. From head to toe im W-E-T !

After that, we went back to Vivo and ate at Banquet. The boys had their second round xD !
We saw Shikinn(:
After that , we hang out at the roof top and took alot alot of pictures. Will upload them later².
&& Is merajok with me ): Lol ! Around 8+ , all of us went home.

THE END !

2009-04-09T06:06:00.000-07:00

Got Gold award [:
& really , wads up with the 1% ? -.-'
haish. Today, very tiring and busy . But ofcos , tiap ari tk ketawe tk sah [:
After sch went to macd and ate lunch with Mira. She followed me home and i went to her hse to do some hwk. FUN tao ! Webcam dgn sirahh sume ;D

Ask Daddy to pick me up at the bustop. Then , he ask me to sit for awhile and wanna tok to me. I wonder wad is it about . Well, its about me and A. Mum just told Dad that i dumped him. This incident was like in 16 march, before i met Ali. And no, i didnt dumped him. I dont just anyhow dump people. Its complicated. And that is where i let it all out . And that is where i knew that me,from head to toe that i followed my father. He didnt want me to be a heartbreaker like he was when he was in my age. & yeah, he regretted alot. He wanted me to find a gentlemen, not a matrep. Sigh. I guess all the flirting thing was from him too. Yesh he was naughty when he is young, but im 10x times naughtier than that. Cyeh, haha. But when he talk to me bout all that , i felt like crying you know. He even admit that he smoked before and yes, my attitude is the same as him.

I dunwana make anymore mistakes. I dunwanna do things that i'll regret later. I dunwanna lose any guy friends. I dun wan ppl to think that imma playgerl, bitch, pembusterd. Like wth ? those who knew me , im not one of those right ? hah,tk mcm ade org tu fikir aku ni ape ? timer ? baru kenal aku gitu2 je da call me names. hah, wadever . Ppl who think im like that , oh pls. i dunwana have anyting to do with you people. tkde mase lah. haish , biaselahh misunderstandings . Ppl make mistakes wad. so the EGO. like , urgh ~

Wad for i wanna go for a guy tat doesnt want me ? And you, wad for to go for the gerl if she didnt even like you ? all this is wasting your time. Bodoh. I regret choosing you. I regret loving you. I regret knowing you. If i knew this would happen , i should have never chatted with you in Msn. Uhhhhhh~ Losing Memories.

2009-04-08T01:24:00.000-07:00

The results are out ! Wonder what we get. Mira tknk blg ):
Haha. Nvm, tomorrow morning the results will be announced anyway ^ ^

However , its not about winning. Its about having fun and we really did our very best. We put in alot of effort and pratices since November. It was tiring, Busy but F U N ! ;D

2009-04-06T03:43:00.000-07:00

Wish us goodluck for tomorrow's SYF Competition !

Go Merak Kayangan <3