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ya tuhan, tolong lah keluargaku.
granny, please dont go yet. i didnt spend enough time with you yet because we're not close.
But eventhough we're not close, i still love you.
We're family. Its just sad to see you like this.
Its also sad to see dad's eyes red.
I cant believe this is happening right now.
You only have a few days left, how can this be ?
i cant face this now.
but i cant run away from reality.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm):
i know i have to be patient, but i just cant accept the fact that its happening.
but still,i just have to accept it.
why is it hard for me, bcos i've never face this before.
Ya tuhan, pls help me and my family to be strong.
i hope this wont distract me in school or in anything else. i will just focus and be strong.
i cnt remember wad i did on friday and saturday. but yesterday, went out with classmates and bf but no pics. haha. too lazy.. miss u guys la! and today, had cca at sch. practice as usual. blablabla. finish then meeet bf then go home uh. take bus uh. tomorrow take sis to take photo passport size and do her hair . haish. sebok luh ni minah.wed, cca again. its the last one ^ ^ then countdown then 3moredays to school..
hmmm.i really hate those people who tease us that they are already no more in secondary sch and we are still there. so wad ? cos u already got ur turn to graduate. and i will get my turn soon.as if u have nvr been in my position before. so childish and immature.will u like it if people keep teasing or insult u like that ? im sure u will boil up right.just f off la.da kacau aku gitu beh ade hati nk webcam nan aku ? ish tktau malu . da mendak baru carik aku uh ? cb. wanna disturb the younger ones ? people who are much older then you will also tease u right dumbo.
thats it for today, my current tune : rihanna - russian roulette.maybe i should take pics and upload it here. my blog is starting to be filled with words and not pics. haha .bye.
21 dec : malaydance and i was so stress to learn the 2 dance steps all at one day. after that ate kfc with the gerls and went home .
22 dec : stayed at home. Bf came over to my place and had some bonding with my lil bro. haha.
23 dec : malaydance again. idk y i cnt memories the steps. cos maybe its too complicated and hard ? i was so nervous til i forgot some steps . after that meet bf and ate at kfc again. haha. then went home uh.
today : time check - 11.57am. i havent bath yet. later had to accompany lil bro to watch movie with cousins cos mum ask me to and there is no one who is going to take care of him. Sis tk leh harap la ! -.- last min change plans. i wonder how to meet nana and passs her my paper. cos idk wat time nana wanna meet me and idk wad time my cuzz wanna mit me. texted nana she didnt reply. mayb still sleeping. but, haiya leceh uh.
lastly, HAPPY 8MONTHSARY MIRALUN ((:
qucik update. wana watch CSI NY uh.
on 18,go to hospital again.
yesterday, stay at home do nothing.
today, watch tv while waiting for mum to come home. will be going to Kk hosp later .
Aunt just gave birth to a baby gerl ! yeay ~
New baby cuzz ^ ^ i loike. after that gg to hosp again visit grandpa.
tomorow going malaydance.
BYE !